Everlasting love (21st May ‘10)

After everything I have put you through
You are still here, still willing to
Give me your heart in exchange for mine
Although the exchange ratio is not fine
As my heart’s value is not so high
You are a shiver through spine
You are a solar ray
Delightful smell during May

I have been vain
Concentrating on my pain
I cannot express how bad
I feel about it
Thankfully you did not go mad
‘Cause if we do not fit
Or match, my life is a mistification
As I am valuablue only in connection
With the only person I could look up to
If you have not noticed
I meant you

Ugly truth (3rd.Feb.’10)

I wished I was more than this
But it turned to be obvious
That it is how it is
I am an unfulfilled promise
Something that you miss
But you will never look back at it
As you could not help loosing it

I am destined to be lost forever
Because those who could find me
Are not willing to do it ever
Those who might want to do so
Cannot afford it though
I am still living my life
Which has no point

Some say: “there is always some hope”
But they deliberately lie to me
Or they are simply wrong
Do not you think that I can see
What the world’s foundation is?

So I am writing these words
Renewing old wounds
But they are only offspring
I will summon to this world
Truth may be exhausting
But it is all that still counts

Albowiem dzisiaj obejrzałem film Traitor (po polsku Zdrajca, gdyby ktoś pytał). Dla mnie była to bardziej opowieść o Bogu, niż o zdrajcach. A raczej o różnych sposobach rozumienia tzw. woli Bożej.  I wiecie co? Albo tem film mnie natchnął, albo gorączka, albo przyrodzome szaleństwo, a pewnie wszystko po trochu. Bo napisałem coś, co trudno nazwać inaczej, niż tyradą syna Lucyfera. Tak też to nazwałem.

Tirade of Lucifer’s Son (16th Sep ‘09)

Heal me or kill me
I know you may do both
And do this one thing for me
Don’t prove me wrong
Do what must be done
Before the time
That has to come

Show your mercy
Or your anger
Because I know you as a great pretender
You see what they made me
It didn’t have to be that way
But you let it to be made
So you see what was our fate
It isn’t the matter of faith
Just of being honest
But you aren’t are you
I should ask all the goners

They owed you nothing
Except for fact of living
But who gives and takes away
Will face his shame
In the darkest hell

So where are you
Allah, Jehovah, the Almighty
You just sit somewhere and say “Alrighty”
Watching your children killing each other
Guess what
I knew you didn’t bother

Transformation (18th Apr ‘09)

Every single thing that I say or do
Is nothing but a substitute
For being with you
And you probably don’t know
What I’m going through
But it’s ok
I didn’t even want you to

Love seemed to be more than my own desires
And I always considered my intentions
As the highest
But now it has new dimension
That just has to be mentioned

If I do something I may loose you for ages
If I do nothing I will loose you too
There are two cages
First is worse than the second
But I’m not willing to wait
Any other second
Second is worse than the first
And theoretically this poem
Brings you to its end

But this is the time for poetry
To step aside
And wake up the man
Who is sleeping there, inside

Little sign of luv (30.5.2006)

You made me cannot eat,
Thank God that I can breathe
without it I would soon die
And probbably make you cry

Never thought that you could be mine
Now you make me fly
Between these words, which are spoken now
Don’t know really how
But it was sudden solar ray
Which lights my spirit tonight

You said that you love me
I didn’t understand what you wanted to gave me
I didn’t know what to do
But I decided to luv ya
And allow you to burn me up inside